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Ruiner

by Wilsen

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1.
Ruiner 04:25
-- Lyrics -- Love you right I can’t stop the hours from bleeding These days dry They’re boxing us up Stacking the cinder higher On the february sun I can be a ruiner Of the deepest dye Rubbing out all of the good With an impartial swipe Should tomorrow win I will Love you right Raced you to bed We lie down in rigid shapes again Defect to the dark again When I’m not showing up It’s because I can’t stop the demons from yelling “When everything is fine, everything is finite” I can be a ruiner of the deepest dye Rubbing out all of the good With an impartial swipe Should tomorrow win And I learn to pick again I won’t be a ruiner I’ll love you right I’ll love you right (I’m not showing up like I wanted to My only thought was to be good to you Better still, I know when everything is finite then I will) Defecting down to the dark Too sudden for the in-between And for the light of you Better still We know everything is not infinite Better still, better still
2.
Align 04:52
-- Lyrics -- To align two eyes familiar Unlock a decade of days on mute The depth of a look In an instant, it makes me wild Screaming how I had missed you What if I had the guts to stay Parallel with you the whole way? Face to face, digging counter marks Cheek to cheek, the last we’d ever touch Ring around, ringing out, my throat is Bursting with a pack of a thousand flies Saying, “I’ve learned it good how to give Like you always said I should” Funny how it needs a price Oh, what if I had the guts to stay Parallel with you in every way? Face to face, digging counter marks Cheek to cheek, the last we’d ever touch Turn me around We’re stirring at the heavy sight Me, in your palm again You’re turning me around What if I had the guts to stay Parallel with you the whole way? Face to face, digging counter marks Cheek to cheek, the last we’d ever touch
3.
Down 03:16
-- Lyrics -- Straight to tomorrow I will lie here and wait this out Until you put back the rendering You’re like a regular checkout Draw a little line Walk it where it burns the time Some days I only need to be Down to be down, to be down Down to be down, to be down Hey, Mr. Muter I know why you blow all this air Because inertia is easier Than making a move that goes bad We’re on a common thread We’re on the outside looking in Piercing through all of your pretend We’re piercing through all of your pre- Draw a little line Walk it where it burns the time Some days you only need to be Down to be down, to be down Down to be down, to be down Down to be down, to be down Down to be down, to be down Ooh Some days I move alone With company none but my own There’s more air, more room to bleed Down to be down, to be down Down to be down, to be down Down to be down, to be down Down to be down, to be down
4.
Wearing 02:58
-- Lyrics -- Used to think that goodness was bound By an avenue Kept in doors off of a long hallway In small welcoming rooms But time divides and tastes they fix It’s how the circle goes Just like a bag stuck in a tree I’m helpless-ly clinging on You’re wearing me out I don’t know what I’m doing here Friends are near and farther still Under razor palms You’re dragging me around again saying ‘Don’t ever look down’ You’re wearing me out You’re wearing me out I don’t know what I’m doing here One away from being new I fear that everyone goes around it I hate that I’m not enough for you You’re wearing me out
5.
YNTOO 04:23
-- Lyrics -- All this wasted breath goes nowhere Do you drive it in the ground? To collect it up and use it again From the back of every town How we never knew I’m running in place, getting somewhere And for a minute I heard The kid like soul in you Go wherever you will go A figure in the playground line It was empty that night, with the spokes lifting frames We were cruising through the town There was enough light to see all the differences in you So we stayed for a while And we walked the edges home Go wherever you will go A figure in the playground line As simple as another time You’re not the only one who said You didn’t understand my way If you want it You’ll take it go wherever you will go
6.
Birds 01:25
-- Lyrics -- Let in the birds while I’m still sleeping Three hours of sun Ours for the taking Let the outside in Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm
7.
Wedding 03:35
-- Lyrics -- You were born together Forever you shall be Let the winds of the heavens Let them dance between Standing together, standing tall Just like the oak tree and the cypress grow You will love one another But don’t make it a bond Let it rather be A moving sea Standing together, standing tall Just like the oak tree and the cypress grow You’ll stand together, you’ll stand tall Just like the oak tree and the cypress grow You’ll stand together, you’ll stand tall Just like the oak tree and the cypress grow Not in each other’s shadow
8.
Birds II 03:18
-- Lyrics -- And I will fold in half Fit into a new box Label and file me away For now, I’ll stare at the skeletons underneath There’s a pool lying still and her hand beside me Let the outside in And I will fold in half Fit into a new box Label and file me away Give us a shelf to roam So you don’t mix us up Codify and file me away File me away
9.
-- Lyrics -- Testing all the waveforms, baby Can you hear them loud and clearly now? I’ve no need to scream and shout Just work a little harder and you’ll You’ll make the bigger dollar in your name I can help you, I know how Quiet’s not a fault to weed out Quiet’s not a fault to weed out Get closer, tongue-in, time-waster found From me, for you Everybody’s got a story And this s*** has got them feeling fancier Than you ever would allow Before you go on downward again Count how many the slow will gain from you In this worthless round Quiet’s not a fault to weed out Quiet’s not a fault to weed out Get closer, tongue-in, time-waster found Quiet’s not a fault to weed out Quiet’s not a fault to weed out Get closer, tongue-in, time-waster found The silent racer The hairline shaker Coming in closer No fault for the slower If i hear it one more time I’ll lose my head I’m an old silent racer A new hairline shaker And if i hear it one more time Before you go on Before you go Before you go on
10.
Fuse 03:55
-- Lyrics -- We sway in the same room lately Inside out Stretched overhead, clouds are sweeping In time with us The world is all tired and twisted But it’s far from view When I fix my skin to yours completely Step one, step two Not going back Not gonna lose Ready to disco, baby Not too fast Got nothing to prove We got a lifetime, baby We’re rid of those circus-lookers And the doubt they cast How well we entwine together When so little does Not going back Not gonna lose Ready to disco, baby Not too fast, Got nothing to prove Step one, step two The darkest day Ain’t got nothing on you We got a lifetime, baby Ready to disco, baby Not going back Not gonna lose The darkest day Ain’t got nothing on you We sway in the same room lately
11.
Moon 03:53
-- Lyrics -- Woke up in a bed not mine Didn’t find the indents, the swells and dives My limbs were hanging off the ends Grabbing the sun as it blew in And all this time I waited to begin I waited for the cue Someone to push me in But the moon rises and empties again Chases no one Get ready set Chases no one Get ready set Camille sees the spaces between (things) As she’s melting layers off this scene She says, “you’ll always feel sick from home So you might as well just get along and take the simple trip” Cause all this time you’ve waited to begin You’ve waited for the cue Someone to push you in But the moon sails and empties again Chasing no one Get ready set Chasing no one Get ready set I woke up in a life not mine With a list to do and a means to an end I’ve got a jar full of the tokens to Slide on into the slot marked ‘x’ And all this time I waited to begin I waited for the cue Someone to push me in But the moon’s still combing up overhead Catches no one on this simple trip Catches no one Get ready set

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Music and arrangements by Tamsin Wilson, Drew Arndt and Johnny Simon
Lyrics by Tamsin Wilson
"Wedding" based on "On Marriage" by Kahlil Gibran
Produced, engineered, and mixed by Andrew Sarlo
Recorded at Douglass Recordings and Black Lodge Studios in Brooklyn NY
Mastered by Sarah Register
Additional contribution by Gabriel Smith (Arrangements and drum on tracks 1-3, 5-6, 8-10) and William Whatley (drum track 7)

Wilsen is Tamsin Wilson, Drew Arndt and Johnny Simon

Publishing by Domino Publishing Co Ltd.
Management by Matt Brown at Stay Loose
Cover Photo by Tonje Thilesen

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released February 21, 2020

2019 Wilsen under exclusive license to Secret City Records Inc.

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Wilsen Brooklyn, New York

“Just press play and float away.” / i-D

“At SXSW, Tamsin Wilson was a major revelation: a singer whose moody, calmly dreamy voice would sound amazing in just about any genre or context. “ / NPR

“There's no disguising the passion boiling just below the surface; (Wilsen) create a forceful, spectral, sound.” / KEXP
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